... is in a Relationship

- THE PAST

When you're already committed, don't talk about your ex boyfriends nor compare them to him. You can share it when he asked. In girl's side... we're gonna be glad to say it than keeping it within us. Sometimes it could be your way to get out of those memories. People are people... and sometimes it doesn't work out. We all fell inlove, and got hurt. But when a girl asks his boyfriend what happened to his ex gf... they would just keep quiet. Because they're the ones who've been hurt more. Well, it always depends. Guys are quiet about those things... but there comes the time that they would tell you why, even you didn't ask. You can both talk about your pasts... just laugh for it and be thankful that you've already moved on. Past is past... they say, but memories will stay... good memories. 'Cause if you still have the anger when you talk about it, there's still something remains. 

When you're in a relationship, it means that you're already committed. And commitment is not acting like you need to take the risk, it's not making yourself perfect just to think that it's a responsibility... it's friendship. Yah, you have that responsibility, to take care of that person and those people who says they would never hurt each other? It's not true, it's not being true. You'll gonna be hurt no matter how you shield yourself. All you can do is to think that you need to be strong to save it. Don't think about the responsibility, focus on friendship and reality. If you have those dreams... go for it. Smile. Take your time. Life is beautiful. Sometimes you'd think if it's already him, or ask yourself until when. It's normal. Girls get hurt easily than boys. We had that soft heart. But say it and talk to him when you don't like his negative ways. When it comes to his positives... love it... accept it. 

REAL LIFE

I usually have crushes before... since it's normal, it still feels weird because there's always someone who loved me that makes me feel guilty when I never give chance. You know how it feels when you don't have any interest with someone and he loved you so much. But when things happen like that... I always realize things when the person's already get tired of waiting. So I patiently wait and pray to God to give me a person whom I never knew. The one who'd gonna be the reason for me to change. Then there he came. Then I couldn't ask for more. :)